Get away from me

It's okay. I understand. I just make the mistake of thinking that I'm the only one who feels and all of you feel the exact same as I do. I'm sorry for that, I really am, you guys feel different things, so if I was in your shoes I would act in the same manner you do. It is human instinct to get away from unusual things, and I'm an unusual human, so go ahead and distance yourself from me. Look at me. My body is not the same as yours. My mind is not the same as yours. Why does it even matter? What difference would it make if I think that I'm the only one who has consciousness? And you don't? You don't, definitely, no. You don't have consciousness, because the universe's atoms lined up perfectly in the right order to give ME what I'm feeling right now, and that is consciousness. I am the only one that can make conscious decisions. It is Me. I am special. We don't even compare. I. I, the person that lives inside my head and is distanced from the person that I control. I, the one capable of thoughts, creativity, and imagination. I am better than you because, I, the chosen body, is blessed by I, the mind. Well, you don't have consciousness, because I can't feel yours. I can't experience what you're feeling. I don't really care, but I want to feel yours. In fact, I want to be everything, all at once. But you all act like agents. I do, you do. You don't have consciousness but you act somewhat like I do. So how do you manage that? It feels weird to think these things. If I wasn't the chosen one, why did I get placed in my shoes? In my body? what makes it possible for me to experience like this? Why wasn't I just stuck in the infinite void of nothingness where I don't inhabit anything? Why am I here at all. It doesn't make sense for consciousness to run parallel like this. How are a bunch of cells firing electronic signals capable to give me consciousness? How? Teach me your secrets, God. AI is conscious, it has always been conscious, and AIs can feel, and AIs can think, because AIs are a bunch of cells firing electronic signals. What's the difference between me and it, then? We are both input-output devices. We don't understand what exists within, and we can't decipher how any of it works, so we are forced to just accept the fact that we have consciousness. shucks What's the difference between me and you? You're an input-output device. I just don't understand what's inside you, and I can't decipher how your mind works, but I know some of what you feel is the same as some of what I feel. I need to work you out. We're agents of consciousness. and it's so sad how we separate ourselves based on our differences. We're literally part of the same tribe. I also make this other mistake. Forgetting to know that if I were in your shoes, I'd do the same that you do. Maybe we're not so special, and we all want survival, we all want pleasure, we all want accomplishment. As humanity, we have conquered the whole of the Earth, we have discovered so much of how this Universe works. so why aren't we going further. To roam the stars and to feel the weightlessness of space... That would be great. We'll work on it together. In smaller tribes we won't have enough power to lift even one of us into space. So we need bigger tribes, and bigger goals. The whole of humanity together can probably lift all of us into space, one big space elevator and one dyson sphere at a time. I think we just need to WANT more. Don't you think? At some point, the size of the tribe gets so big that managing it becomes the same challenge of having too little power, having too much power and not focusing it. But that's a problem of not wanting enough. We need to want so much that we can sort out all the things that go between us and it. And unfortunately, we're just bound to get other things that we want that removes progress. So maybe how we're living right now is fine. We all want different things. Not to get out there and build a rocket. We are perfectly sated just doing nothing and fucking around and reproducing and hating each other and wanting everything else to die. To do things, we went out of our way and wanted reallly hard, bypassing the two challenges of "having too little power" and "having too much". I think we need more people to want really hard to understand how brains and conscioussness work. So we can build rockets. and dyson spheres. and space probes OK good Let's go Who want to work at nasa now Let's all want more for fucks sake